I feel like shit on a broccoli stick. Oh, and I totally suck.
Really. Truly.
This isn't what I wanted. Not even close. But what do you do when things don't change, you get no feedback, you've both dug your heels in & there's nowhere left to go? Do you keep hurting each other? Keep pretending that everything is groovy & that you don't mind being second fiddle? Keep on truckin' on, despite how lonely you feel?
One day at a time is swell except most days I need something a little more tangible & weighty than that. Besides, if someone has continually made it clear that they are NOT emotionally available, at what point do you acknowledge that fact & let them go?
I haven't got a clue.
All I know is... well, see the first sentence. That pretty much sums things up.
4 comments:
I totally respect how ur feeling right now. It took years just to finally let go of my partner in what ended up being a horrible relationship. It's been a year now that we have been apart and I am just now starting to grieve that loss. It's not easy, but you seem so very strong. Take care of yourself and your lil one.
Thanks Melissa. Doing the best I can, one day at a time. Ha.
Thanks Melissa. Doing the best I can, one day at a time. Ha.
I totally respect how ur feeling right now. It took years just to finally let go of my partner in what ended up being a horrible relationship. It's been a year now that we have been apart and I am just now starting to grieve that loss. It's not easy, but you seem so very strong. Take care of yourself and your lil one.
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