Thursday, May 7, 2009

Hallmark Holidays Make Me Cuckoo Crazy

Univ of Az Move-In Day

I have been feeling profoundly sad the past 2 days or so - in waves mostly, so not all the time (which is a good thing) - but I haven't been able to put my finger on it.

Sometimes, I really am dumber than a box of rocks (*slaps forehead*)

G-d knows I can't really articulate any of it right now. Suffice to say, Mother's Day is almost upon me. Another stupid & contrived greeting card "holiday" that means jack unless you actually have someone to celebrate it with.

Big surprise, I'm missing my folks. And I'm wishing there was someone in my life that would put their arms around me to walk me through the next few days. Or better yet, how about the rest of my life? Yeah. That would be teh awesome. What more can I say, that I haven't already said here (or on twitter) a million+ times?

Nothing.

It is what it is. And I'm tired of talking about the same old sh*t. All I can do is stay busy w/ my house remodeling project, dig my hands & feet into the soft wet earth of my new life here in Seattle, and just put one foot in front of the other.

Happy Mother's Day to all my mamas out there (dead or alive). This crabby old broad is sending you lots of love and about a zillion ex's & oh's. Errr, I mean xoxo's.

7 comments:

califmom said...

Hugs to you mama.

Travel said...

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers of the world...

We all owe to the mothers.

shaunna said...

All my best to you & Dexy, I can only imagine how hard it is at holidays. Well, now you have your own girl to hug and teach and love life with! (And holding the little hand of, kissing or hugging your own spirited little one ain't a bad way to get past those sad/grumpy days) Happy Mother's Day!

Smiling, Beguiling said...

Thanks everyone.

:-)

Exotic Countries said...

Love to all Mammas of the world.

Exotic Countries said...

Love to all Mammas of the world.

Travel said...

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers of the world...

We all owe to the mothers.